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Akanksha Saxena
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WISH ; HAPPY MAKING OTHERS HAPPY.
WHEN I LOOK BACK TO DAY
Published about 2 years ago

And when I look back to the day, all these years ago; I found a stranger's friend request who was assuming me to be someone else. I found that stranger to becoming a more important part into my day to day life. That stranger have now taken place of love in my life; unfortunately one sided. I found at times that he too was liking my company as well. That stranger has a altogether different lifestyle and thoughts... however we managed to take beautiful glimpse at time of understandings.
When I look back to that day; ill fevered altogether i could thought to call at midnight was only him;but still we were not so friendly to call at such time.
When i look back to the days; he was totally alone i was always there to support as in return he always favoured me the same.
I found that stranger was now becoming my strength and loving to whome was now becoming my weekness.

When i look back to days we shared dreams and thoughts and thousands of words, i found him to be a person with the purest of heart. I found that in this world even good people exists.

When i look back to days myself praying for my family; he also became part of family too. The dreams we shared; the aimbitions we had; the words we read; all comes in front of me.

When i look back to the days when we got our jobs; we promised to treat eachothers like never before. With days by days and months by months n years to years he became my motivations and inspirations to hold on.

When i look back to the days when we jave those long calls, understNding conversations and blushing video calls o found a guy who was more than perfect to me with all goodness and purity in his heart.
When i look back to day i got my first salary i remind myself to present him for his contribution in it.
When i look back to days i met him in real; i was stuck with thunders and all i could manage was to only blush.
Those handmade gifts on which sleepless nights were spend; those utilites for which selections were important;those beautifull meetings were venues did not played a single role....
I look back to those days and cries to sleep; memories comes in a flash even if in night my eyes opens and scream myself to die.

When i look back to the day You said i do not matter to you at all; and you can leave me but not the other person; i doubt my existence of all these years. All i could try is to pray for my end. Bcz without you its already non existing.

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NO MORE TO SAY
Short Published about 2 years ago

I don't know what is hurting me more; You disrespecting my words and leaving me; Or Me who is not at all capable to make you stay even after all these years.
Whatever the reasons be....
I'm leaving; no more tortures;no more interuptions; If you really wanted me to be a part, you would have done that times ago.
But you didn't. And itz ok. With forcing; you can't keep anyone happy.
What hurt more was not a single word was spoken bcz it was useless for you. But it was my everything; & you snatched with just simple line. IT DOESNT MATTER.
Whenever you need someone to talk even at 3am. Remind yourself i will be always by yourside. I dont know whether that day will ever come or not but no matter whenever you ask i will be there as always 24*7.
I WISH you don't need me ever if this would be the reason, or i WISH you need me so that i could help you; May you be happy with whomsoever peoples you want to make a part of your life.
I am happy that you somewhere played a beautifull part in my life; that can never be replaced no matter however you have been with me in these days.
When You need a friend, Who was probably once your support system, m there for your. However this support system lost all itz strength without you. Still i vl support you everywhere. As always. Without any expectations; without any mean intentions.

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SHADOW
Poem Published about 2 years ago

The heat will be there;
the burdens will be too;
Don't feel lonely;
lookdown by your side.
I will be always there to make you shine in sun.

Yours,
Shadow.

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UNDERSTAND THIS......
Drabble Published about 2 years ago

Dear......Its now time to make yourself Understand this......
That life needs to move on....;
No matter how much you have sobbed it will never be counted.
U need to make yourself understand that neither did your presence nor did your absence affects anyone.
That you were another passer by to them, or a bag of garbage...; which when started to stink, was thrown away.

So no matter how worst you are; you still have to be alive....
And you need to make yourself understand this.
That itz all gone.

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Happy and Smile
Poem Published about 2 years ago

All i did was to make you SMILE.
My presence in your life.
My gifts to you.
My support to you.
My suggestions.
And now......
My tears.
My heartbreaks.
My friendzonness.
Moreover......

My ABSENCE.

All i did to make you smile and happy...... 😢😢😢😢

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