And when I look back to the day, all these years ago; I found a stranger's friend request who was assuming me to be someone else. I found that stranger to becoming a more important part into my day to day life. That stranger have now taken place of love in my life; unfortunately one sided. I found at times that he too was liking my company as well. That stranger has a altogether different lifestyle and thoughts... however we managed to take beautiful glimpse at time of understandings.
When I look back to that day; ill fevered altogether i could thought to call at midnight was only him;but still we were not so friendly to call at such time.
When i look back to the days; he was totally alone i was always there to support as in return he always favoured me the same.
I found that stranger was now becoming my strength and loving to whome was now becoming my weekness.
When i look back to days we shared dreams and thoughts and thousands of words, i found him to be a person with the purest of heart. I found that in this world even good people exists.
When i look back to days myself praying for my family; he also became part of family too. The dreams we shared; the aimbitions we had; the words we read; all comes in front of me.
When i look back to the days when we got our jobs; we promised to treat eachothers like never before. With days by days and months by months n years to years he became my motivations and inspirations to hold on.
When i look back to the days when we jave those long calls, understNding conversations and blushing video calls o found a guy who was more than perfect to me with all goodness and purity in his heart.
When i look back to day i got my first salary i remind myself to present him for his contribution in it.
When i look back to days i met him in real; i was stuck with thunders and all i could manage was to only blush.
Those handmade gifts on which sleepless nights were spend; those utilites for which selections were important;those beautifull meetings were venues did not played a single role....
I look back to those days and cries to sleep; memories comes in a flash even if in night my eyes opens and scream myself to die.
When i look back to the day You said i do not matter to you at all; and you can leave me but not the other person; i doubt my existence of all these years. All i could try is to pray for my end. Bcz without you its already non existing.